I am some one who is older, but wiser, who wants someone who needs someone or wants someone older, wiser, and loving. My friends say I'm hard nosed, but I think I am just bull headed. I'm not a pretty face - I am average. No more no less! I'm also realistic and practical, yet a dreamer, who likes to make the dreams come true. 

I love nothing more than to be just spontaneous, and go off on tangents. I do computer graphic animations, video editing, and author DVD's.

My family, especially mother, who with the excfeption of Aunt Mae, is all I have left (since my father died in early '98),  I try and spend a lot of time with her (she's 90 and has alzheimers) and on the web.

I'm a closet romantic who can't find someone to share the closet with. After a 92" auto accident that nearly killed me, I have a weight fluctuation problem that is coming under control. 5'11". 195. br/br, 44c, 34w. I still have rich brown eyes, and graying hair.

I'm sentimental, honest and sincere. And I do not cheat in a relationship - I've had that happen too many times.

I really like intelligence, talent, and affection in a person, and of course, honesty - sound familiar. I'm looking for monogamy, and commitment and a life long relationship - not a few months or years. Basically, I'm hoping to find the last relationship. I am getting too fed up with and too old for bar hopping and for games.

As for that "someone special", nothing is set in stone, though. As the song says: "I'll know, when my love comes along. I'll know." (from the musical "Guys and Dolls"). However on song, sung by Judy Garland in 1943 "Girl Crqazy", and later recorded by Frank Sinatra, Chet Baker, and Billie Holiday, says it all - But Not for Me (www.bluesforpeace.com/lyrics/but-not-for-me.htm)
 
There's also another line that fits, from the Tom Hanks/Meg Ryan movie "You're Got Mail".  Hanks asks Ryan, "Do you have someone special?" and she answers, "No. But I dream of having someone special." My dreams rarely come true.

I have the same dream.

Well, that's me in a nutshell. But one nut does not a can make.